Five Days Left:-)

Spring Break is now over:(. I had to spend tuesday sick from an allergic reaction to shrimp:(, fun times. I am ready for school to hurry up and end. It seems like I don't have to much more to do. I have a test tommorrow in psychology which I am ready for. Finished one of my essays over spring break and kinda started the other one. Probably gonna finish that one this weekend and do my persuassive essay. It is just so hard doing things now. I am so tired all the time and ready for him to come. It feels like he is starting to drain more and more of my energy:(. I only have five days left and still have a bunch of work to do so that I am not overloaded when he is here. I hope to be able to finish almost all of my essays before he comes. Except for the english research paper because that will take a bit more time to do and can work on that seperatly. I only have one test left after he come in psychology:). It shouldn't be to hard to keep up with my work. I am just so tired and really ready to see what he is going to look like:).

Papers and Spring Break

So today I finally finished one of my psychology papers. I am sending it to her so she can look over it for me and tell me if it is what she is wanting. In the paper we were allowed to use first person in it because it was an observational essay. That always helps make it a little easier. So now over spring break I have two research papers that I can work on so that I can be ahead. that way I have less work that I will have to do when Maxwell is here:). My psychology research paper should be easy because it is a group paper. As a group we have to have ten pages total, so two pages each:). Although I am starting to get a little worried because some people from our group have not been coming lately. It is a very easy class, but I am really going to hate it if I have to pick up other peoples slack. I do not think it will take me that long to do, maybe a few hours at the max because it is such a broad topic:). My english research paper will take me a bit longer because it has to be six pages and I have to make sure that I do not get to repetitive in the paper just because it is longer. I hope to be almost done with the english research paper by time spring break is over though:)! I will have to see though:).

TIRED:-(

I am beginning to have the hardest time sleeping at night now. Last night I only got two hours of sleep, it was awful. It is so hard to sleep or do anything with Maxwell constantly moving in me. I am ready for him to be here so I can be more comfortable. He is always crushing on my ribs and I feel like I can't breathe sometimes. The doctor says that it is normal, but I do not like it. They also said that it is normal for me to be having leg cramps at night now. There is nothing that you can do for a leg cramp, so I have to sit there so uncomfortable all the time. I know when he is here I will not be able to sleep either, but at least it is really close to summer time. That will allow me more time to get used to waking up to take care of him and him hopefully get on a normal sleep scheduele. I am just so tired all the time now and I feel bad about not being able to work anymore:-(

Oh No:(

The past few weeks have been crazy for me. I had to drop my biology class because I was not passing it and could not afford to have an F on my GPA. I feel really bad about having to drop it because I really did try. I have more time to work on my online class now which does help. I went to the doctor yesterday and she told me that I should start taking off from work now. Maxwell is beginning to drop more and she thinks that he could come any day now if I am not careful. I feel so uncomfortable all the time now. When I am sitting down he is crushing me and when I am standing up he is still crushing me. I want him to come on his due date so that he can be healthier but I am worried that he will come before then. I hope that everything goes well with him and that he is okay. My stomach itches a lot now. My doctor gave me a cream to get that I have to pick up from the pharmacy and hopefully it helps:). I also have two stretch marks now which makes me very sad:(

So Many Essays:(

This week I have two research papers that are due. I hate doing research papers. They take to long and they drag out for such a long time. They are both for biology. I am done with one and started on the other one today. Then I have three more research papers due in April. I have started one of the essays that is due in April. I am trying to get them done as soon as possible so that when Maxwell is here I can have more time with him and less homework. I officially have five weeks left before he is here. I am so excited to see what he looks like! I have a hard time sleeping at night now. I wake up at least eight times just to go to the bathroom. It is really annoying!!! I am so ready for spring break so that I can get more stuff together for him and be prepared for him!!

So Tired:(

I had two tests and an essay due today. I feel really happy and accomplished getting the essay done. Know that both of my tests are done I feel so much more relieved and just want to go home and sleep. I miss being able to go out and do more things but it is so hard to do anything now with school, work, and preparing for Maxwell. I will be so glad when the next two weeks are over with and I turn in my two biology research papers and get this psychology test over with. I am really wishing that I would have taken psychology online so that I could have one less class here. I hate waking up at six to make it here on time and still rushing then not leaving here until four. It is to long of a school day for me. I wish that maxwell was due sooner. I am tired of walking around feeling like an oompa lompa:(. I miss being able to wear all of my old clothes. I have to wear sweat pants because I can no longer fit my pants and do not want to have to go but new pants to have to wear for just six more weeks. Hard to believe that he will be here in just six more weeks though:).

Hating School:(

I am so tired. I get so annoyed when everything is always due on the same day. I have three tests and a midterm all in the same day:(.  I also have three research papers all due within the next three weeks and I have to start going to the doctor every week now:(. I am trying so hard not to get stressed out so that I do not cause any problems with Maxwell. My stomach is starting to get a lot more sore and it feels so uncomfortable:(. It is getting a lot harder for me  to start getting out of bed. I feel like I wobble when I walk and it is just so stressful:(. I am ready for spring break so that I can finally have some time to lay back and relax. We did manage to pick his full name though finally. His name is going to be Maxwell Eli Bader:).

The weekend (-:-(

Today I finished up the rest of my English essay. I am very pleased with the final result, and feel like I did a good job on it. This was a crazy weekend for me. I had to finish my English essay, do the proposal for my Biology research paper, do online Biology homework, study for my Psychology test, go to work, and do my taxes. I am still having to study today and tomorrow for my psychology test because it is not until tomorrow. I am already ready for spring break and school has not even been started for long. I think that I am just getting tired of waking up at six in the morning. We think that we finally picked a middle name for Maxwell:). We like Eli. So his full name would be Maxwell Eli Bader:). He has been moving a lot more now. I am ready to see what he looks like:). It is very annoying trying to sleep most nights though because if I lay on my left side he crushes my bladder, but if I lay on my right side he crushes my ribs:(. There is just no comfortable way to sleep anymore:-(.

School and Doctor:(

I had my first Biology test this week:(. I studied a lot for that test but I still feel so worried about it. It seemed like for most of the questions that there was more than one possible answer for that problem. I really hate how in college things just get rushed through to where it is almost impossible to retain most of the information after the test. I wish that some of the teachers would slow down and actually teach us. I had to go to the doctor Monday for a check up. They told me that my iron was to low so they ended up giving me something for it. I have to take it with orange juice and it makes me feel sick:(. But looking on the bright side I only have seven more weeks until my son is finally here:). We still have yet to think of a middle name though. I hope that we pick one soon. Also, Aaron my boyfriend keeps on forgetting his cell phone at home which is really worrying me. What if he leaves it at home while we are both in school and the baby is coming and I have no way to get a hold of him:(

Maxwell and School

The start of the spring semester has already began to worry me. I have a bunch of essays and tests that are all at the same time. I wish that the teachers would give us more of a guideline to go by for the tests, so that I could eliminate some of the least important details. I am mainly worried about the upcoming times in class because I am pregnant. My boyfriend Aaron and I are both in college, and are worrying about finishing the semester with our son on the way. Although I do work, I will be able to have maternity leave so that will be one less thing on my plate all at once. Our son, Maxwell, is not due until April 2nd so we do have some time to plan ahead for some work. I really hope to do well in school but, I will struggle with having  to leave my son at home with his grandmother. I am really looking foward to him finally being here but I can not help but worry a lot. I hate that I will have to leave him all day but, luckily I only have school two days a week. I really do hope that we pick out a middle name for him soon. We have just about everything set up for him and he has the cutest clothes ever:).